It is like this, I'm a fuck up. as I have said many times in the past. After my transgression I could have decided to just float along with the bottom feeders I have encountered,ie the people I dealt with at SS office and such,but I decided to improve myself. There are some who deserve more than the list, and there are others who should not be on the list. Totally off subject but they have lists for more than just sex offenses now. In Illinois they have one for arsonists and one for gun offenders,each cost you $100 a year or they throw you back in. Down here they have one if you have 3 felony convictions,called habitual offenders list. Illinois is pushing for more and more lists, they say it is for safety but in reality it is a money grab. Last year there was a try at getting one for I think DUI offenders.

Resilient is the first word that comes to mind when I think of you.

Look dude. I'm not a big fan of yours, and I'm happy this info came out for multiple reasons. That being said, you handled this about as well as you can. Try not to be a piece of shit going forward, and you and everyone connected to you in any way will be better for it.

I thought my joke was solid.

Look dude. I'm not a big fan of yours, and I'm happy this info came out for multiple reasons. That being said, you handled this about as well as you can. Try not to be a piece of shit going forward, and you and everyone connected to you in any way will be better for it.

Fuck off Nas

It is like this, I'm a fuck up. as I have said many times in the past. After my transgression I could have decided to just float along with the bottom feeders I have encountered,ie the people I dealt with at SS office and such,but I decided to improve myself. There are some who deserve more than the list, and there are others who should not be on the list. Totally off subject but they have lists for more than just sex offenses now. In Illinois they have one for arsonists and one for gun offenders,each cost you $100 a year or they throw you back in. Down here they have one if you have 3 felony convictions,called habitual offenders list. Illinois is pushing for more and more lists, they say it is for safety but in reality it is a money grab. Last year there was a try at getting one for I think DUI offenders.

Not the best analogy, but for defamation the term "publish" means to share with a 3rd party. If the information on chas was false, then it was published when he sent a PM. Doesn't matter if it was to be kept private.

I'm not responsible for what I say or do. You should feel sorry for me.

I'm not responsible for what I say or do. You should feel sorry for me.

It is like this, I'm a fuck up. as I have said many times in the past. After my transgression I could have decided to just float along with the bottom feeders I have encountered,ie the people I dealt with at SS office and such,but I decided to improve myself. There are some who deserve more than the list, and there are others who should not be on the list. Totally off subject but they have lists for more than just sex offenses now. In Illinois they have one for arsonists and one for gun offenders,each cost you $100 a year or they throw you back in. Down here they have one if you have 3 felony convictions,called habitual offenders list. Illinois is pushing for more and more lists, they say it is for safety but in reality it is a money grab. Last year there was a try at getting one for I think DUI offenders.

Phish sucks. So do the Grateful Dead.

Chas, let me start by offering my sincere condolences to you, and your family. I almost lost my little bro a few years ago. He was only 31 years old, and had a massive heart attack the day after Christmas, and almost died. It was to the point where the nurses asked me if I wanted the chaplain to read him his last rights. Second, what is obvious to everybody now is, I was the one who found the info. I sent a few PMs to people who I thought I could trust, which turned out to be a huge mistake. Despite the claims of some, I honestly had no intention of posting it on the board, and I thought the people who received these PMs, would get a chuckle out of it. I swear on the souls of my children, that I am not SJWplayer, the coward who posted your info publicly. Unfortunately, somebody took this opportunity to embarrass you, and throw me under the bus. I handed somebody a lighter, and he set the building on fire. So, I do have to accept some responsibility. I apologize not because of the heat I am facing, but I truly feel awful about the embarrassment this caused you. If you want to tell me to get bent, I understand. But just know that going forward, I will not fuck with you in any way. I need to be better than that.

Now, as far the mult is concerned, I will say this. This will be the last time I address this coward publicly. You threw me under the bus, so as long as this continues, I will be taking bullets that should be aimed at you. And that's fine. I can handle it. The part that really sucks from my perspective, is that until I know your identity, I can't trust anybody in that PM chain. That's unfortunate for people who didn't do anything but receive a PM. My natural instinct is to not trust people until they show me that they are worthy of my trust. Shame on me for not following my instincts, but what's done is done. I think I have it narrowed down to a few suspects, with one in particular. So, whoever it is, please reach out to me, so I don't have to distrust innocent people, including people who likely are your friends. Your identity will remain a secret, as every PM sent to me remains with me, and me only. Unless of course, bigfan was reading it.

I post this not to garner sympathy, or to be viewed as a sympathetic figure. But, rather to try to make this right. For those who want to continue to put me on blast, go for it. I can take it. But, at least get some new material, and stop making things up, and spewing falsehoods. Keep it real up in the field, aiiiite.

Chus I appreciate the explanation. You didn't have to type any of that. I think there are a number of us who want to find out the poster behind SJWP as well for our own knowledge.

Most of us can probably agree that mult played you out pretty bad.

You can take that shit and shove it up your ass. You know what you where doing and what would happen. Take the fake sympathy and use it help you come to terms with what you did. I moved away for a reason. I stated numerous times I had no intention of ever meeting anyone from the board and now everyone knows my name, my likeness and more importantly my fucking address.
I don't care about you outing me, the timing was the ting. I was dealing with burying my little fucking brother who died in my mothers arms. Then On top of that I had all the shit being posted on here adding to my shit. I am,no matter what Frank or Nas think, asking for sympathy or anything from you people. All this did was add to the stress and shit I was dealing with.Notice I did not post for over a week? I was not hiding or thinking of what to say I was working with my family.

Phish sucks. So do the Grateful Dead.

Chas, let me start by offering my sincere condolences to you, and your family. I almost lost my little bro a few years ago. He was only 31 years old, and had a massive heart attack the day after Christmas, and almost died. It was to the point where the nurses asked me if I wanted the chaplain to read him his last rights. Second, what is obvious to everybody now is, I was the one who found the info. I sent a few PMs to people who I thought I could trust, which turned out to be a huge mistake. Despite the claims of some, I honestly had no intention of posting it on the board, and I thought the people who received these PMs, would get a chuckle out of it. I swear on the souls of my children, that I am not SJWplayer, the coward who posted your info publicly. Unfortunately, somebody took this opportunity to embarrass you, and throw me under the bus. I handed somebody a lighter, and he set the building on fire. So, I do have to accept some responsibility. I apologize not because of the heat I am facing, but I truly feel awful about the embarrassment this caused you. If you want to tell me to get bent, I understand. But just know that going forward, I will not fuck with you in any way. I need to be better than that.

Now, as far the mult is concerned, I will say this. This will be the last time I address this coward publicly. You threw me under the bus, so as long as this continues, I will be taking bullets that should be aimed at you. And that's fine. I can handle it. The part that really sucks from my perspective, is that until I know your identity, I can't trust anybody in that PM chain. That's unfortunate for people who didn't do anything but receive a PM. My natural instinct is to not trust people until they show me that they are worthy of my trust. Shame on me for not following my instincts, but what's done is done. I think I have it narrowed down to a few suspects, with one in particular. So, whoever it is, please reach out to me, so I don't have to distrust innocent people, including people who likely are your friends. Your identity will remain a secret, as every PM sent to me remains with me, and me only. Unless of course, bigfan was reading it.

I post this not to garner sympathy, or to be viewed as a sympathetic figure. But, rather to try to make this right. For those who want to continue to put me on blast, go for it. I can take it. But, at least get some new material, and stop making things up, and spewing falsehoods. Keep it real up in the field, aiiiite.

Chas, let me start by offering my sincere condolences to you, and your family. I almost lost my little bro a few years ago. He was only 31 years old, and had a massive heart attack the day after Christmas, and almost died. It was to the point where the nurses asked me if I wanted the chaplain to read him his last rights. Second, what is obvious to everybody now is, I was the one who found the info. I sent a few PMs to people who I thought I could trust, which turned out to be a huge mistake. Despite the claims of some, I honestly had no intention of posting it on the board, and I thought the people who received these PMs, would get a chuckle out of it. I swear on the souls of my children, that I am not SJWplayer, the coward who posted your info publicly. Unfortunately, somebody took this opportunity to embarrass you, and throw me under the bus. I handed somebody a lighter, and he set the building on fire. So, I do have to accept some responsibility. I apologize not because of the heat I am facing, but I truly feel awful about the embarrassment this caused you. If you want to tell me to get bent, I understand. But just know that going forward, I will not fuck with you in any way. I need to be better than that.

Now, as far the mult is concerned, I will say this. This will be the last time I address this coward publicly. You threw me under the bus, so as long as this continues, I will be taking bullets that should be aimed at you. And that's fine. I can handle it. The part that really sucks from my perspective, is that until I know your identity, I can't trust anybody in that PM chain. That's unfortunate for people who didn't do anything but receive a PM. My natural instinct is to not trust people until they show me that they are worthy of my trust. Shame on me for not following my instincts, but what's done is done. I think I have it narrowed down to a few suspects, with one in particular. So, whoever it is, please reach out to me, so I don't have to distrust innocent people, including people who likely are your friends. Your identity will remain a secret, as every PM sent to me remains with me, and me only. Unless of course, bigfan was reading it.

I post this not to garner sympathy, or to be viewed as a sympathetic figure. But, rather to try to make this right. For those who want to continue to put me on blast, go for it. I can take it. But, at least get some new material, and stop making things up, and spewing falsehoods. Keep it real up in the field, aiiiite.

I care not a bit about our Florida friend but this was good man.

Chas deserved an explanation. When you make a mistake, you have to do what you can to make it right.



He played me like a fiddle. The fact that it could be somebody I considered a friend makes it particularly disturbing. Live and learn.

It's all very unfortunate business.

This is the business we have chosen.